A saying that popped in to my head in the past days i keep seeing that the only way i will do something in my life or accomplish anything is by depending on myself.I saw that i kept on depending on my friends to make my choices so i wouldnt make the wrong one. Instead of taking risks in my life and seeing what would happen i would ask either a friend or one of my family memebers what to do instead of doing it myself.
Some of the choices they made for me i didnt feel right with to begin with and i never said a word untill today i kept quiet thinking that it was going to be a one time thing in my life but i feared the worst when i realized everything that has happen to me wasnt my choice to begin with some of it was but for the most part i kept asking others to make my descions for me. But hey today i learn i need to grow a spine and start doing stuff on my own instead of always asking for help. Sometimes asking for help is a good thing but if you get too much of it you become depend on it and it can lead to you thinking that you need it in your life in order to live. But i managed to break that habit thanks to one person. He yelled at me for being spineless and not thinking on my own he even said that the reason i always ask for help was because i seeked a safe road instead of taking a risk myself. When he said that it made me think and it hit me like a pile of bricks. but after that talk i can say that i can start to live my life like i wanted to with out thinking what others might think of me for once in my life i feel free and in control of my life, but i can say this much i am still going to keep my helping others side and my nice side but now i can offically say i am FREE!!!!
And peace out everyone
PS
i reason i wrote this was because i wanted to see who would read it and i was bored peace